Emotional Mess

2 May

I had a bit of a rough weekend.  Despite some really great things we accomplished (nursery, pictures coming soon!), I just felt like poo.  I can chalk it up to pregnancy hormones, but I also received some unwelcome news.

My Mom called me on Friday afternoon to tell me, and while I’m glad she told me (otherwise I would have found out on Facebook….. where is the tact, people?), it left me in a funk the entire weekend.

So, I cried a lot this weekend.  Not only because of the news, but because of past feelings that have resurfaced.  Of not feeling important.  Of not mattering.  Feelings of inadequacy, no matter how ridiculous they may be.

Steve is a wonderful husband.  He hugged me when I was crying for no apparent reason, brought me root beer floats, and even painted my toenails.  Speaking of, I can’t really reach my feet anymore without struggling to breathe.  That’s a lovely development, and I’m glad that it’s almost sandal season so I don’t have to worry about putting on socks.

Okay, pity party over.  Nursery pictures coming sometime this week, it’s really turning out to be nice!

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